I've been feeling upset lately..
wasn't sure how to get out my feelings.. then remembered I have an account on here xD
I don't have a lot to say about it.. just been down...hard on myself...stuff like that.
Oh and tired.. I haven't been sleeping enough :P
I think my best bet to feel better is to watch some OTH :) ;P
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Hi...
:$ How are you?
It's been a while.

I really don't have anything to say :P I just missed writing here!!
well there are some things on my mind again.. I'll list em but I don't need to go in to details..
- I like this younger guy..and he doesn't seem to have the best personality, but he's soooo cute I can't get over it.
- I'm still trying to get over someone else..
- There may be someone new in the picture..but I think he wants to get closer than I do..what have I done:P
- I miss my dang favourite show!!!
- My mind is sooo full... of nothing xD
- I ran out of things to list.
I'm going to take a shower.
:(

Wow, last time I wrote a blog it was on March. 14 =/ ... I mean, not like anyone reads these (which is kind of sad).. but that's still a while ago.
I figured i'd write something because I haven't in a long time and 'cause lately I have not really talked about anything deep or important to my friends, there just hasn't been much to say.. even though there is a lot on my mind. 
Though.. it is nothing I would even tell anyone usually 'cause it isn't important.
On that note.. hmmmm I'm going to just jot down some random things (Y).. Hows that sound :D
First off.. I am coming down with bieber fever and if anyone knows how to cure it, let me know. Haha Im just kidding, he's actually pretty talented and kind of cute.
You know that FAVOURITE show of mine... well I watched some episodes today (I own of it on dvd).. and idk why it gets to me so much. I actually get so into the characters lives, and certain scenes I feel like i'm there. For example, one of the girls was arguing with the guy she loves and she was crying, I started crying...idk I felt her pain, and I know what heartbreak feels like. 
I like that I'm sensitive towards those things though but it's weird.. sometimes I wish I had her life, I know there is tragedy sometimes but when good things happen in her life GOOD things happen. Idk what i'm saying..-_- You would have to have my mind to understand how it works.
You know what I wanna do.. I wanna write good music, I have written songs, but I seemed to have lost inspiration on what to write about.. there is nothing to write about.
I need someone to talk to, I guess just someone to listen to me.
Well, I had more to say..but as always it just seemed to leave my mind, and will come back when I'm trying to sleep.
So that is all, and I will try to keep writing on here.. or anywhere.
Oh man different things are popping up in my head, but I don't feel like writing more.. i'm tired

"Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is gonna come from, the next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it's right around the corner, and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it. You just might get the thing you're wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it. With all your heart."  
Nothing like searching a good quote from a great show before logging off.

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